Wednesday, January 30, 2019

Why so quiet?

So recently someone told me they hadn't booked me because I have been very quiet and just assumed I wasn't working. I am still working however my online presence has significantly decreased. It comes down to a work-life balance.

As those who follow me know, I used to work 6 days a week in another job. I lived in a small town where everyone knew each other so I kept wearing my mask that made everyone think I was this innocent, moral person. An upstanding member of the community. After work, I would come home and go online and chat to you all. I would spend hours online in this secret community where I was able to be myself without judgment. 

Now that I'm moving back to Dubai and am no longer working in that field I am slowly transforming my whole life.. This is both exciting and sad to say but I finally have friends (Not the ones that you pass in the shopping centre occasionally and promise each other to meet up on a day that doesn't exist). It's a learning curve.. I am so lucky to have met some wonderful people that dare I say force me to be myself and open with them.

I am still available to see you by appointment and occasionally I check twitter to see what you've all been up to but other than that I'm just finding my place in the world. So please keep in touch don't forget about me, I would still love to see you all, because as much as I love my new friends I still need some loving of a different kind.